#StopCAA again! by Renee Salas

http://srsalas.com/reform-or-expire-either-way-stopcombatingme/

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Recommendation: VECTORS OF AUTISM – Eye-opening film about the feelings and perceptions of Laura, an autistic adult.

I just still can’t believe that this occurred.
Yes, autistics have feelings. Strong feelings.
And autistics have personal potential for themselves.
Life-worthy and loveable.
We don’t deserve genocide.
We deserve happiness.
I feel one hundred percent taken up and released back into freedom.
Thank you, Laura! A trillionbillion times!
‘Cause times are changing. 😉

The link to her site:

http://www.lauranagle.net/Film.htm

here’s the direct link to the film:

http://www.cultureunplugged.com/documentary/watch-online/play/50992/Vectors-of-Autism–a-documentary-about-Laura-Nagle

Where they’ve gone (for #lovenotfear by Ruuby May Blue)

“Everything is okay, Beth”, they tell her.
“Look at all the things you’ve got!”, they tell her.
Beth is a 24 years old Kanner autistic woman, who loves coffee, Michael Jackson and painting flowers all day. She works in an art and handcrafting studio for disabled people and likes it a lot.
But when the clock turns 3 pm, her face gets a different expression. She says: “I’m gonna miss you.”
“I’m gonna come see you again, Beth.”, I answer.
“But I am always alone.”
I know. I am autistic myself. There can be great people around you, they’ll always try to support a disability instead of you, the autistic. They get, that you have needs that differ from their own. And those are so exhausting and impossible to cover up. So they’d forget about understanding them.
But they’d never get the point to support you, like a friend, a daughter, or a partner and let you experience the same understanding. Because thinking in different patterns and using the heart to listen, ain’t an option.
Their exhaustion places on top of the communications agenda they note for you.
And so you’ll be left with those halfly hearted words.
“But it’s not true; you’re not alone.”
“But your xyz loves you!”
No. They don’t love me. They love me in their minds. They love me in a fairytale.
But the love you experience in your everyday life is a privilege, I will never get.

And so Beth comes to work, starting to cry.
“My mom has so much things to do,
my mom can’t help me either.”
Her mom has so much things to do since years. She did not visit the studio in between a time period of two years.
She came to see two exhibitions of her daughter, telling the people stupid nonsense about autism (don’t know the heck where she catched it…Autism Speaks?). The rest of the time she spends to sooth Beth’s anger about sitting home alone every single afternoon, stimming time away, and it turns to depression.

Will they ever understand?
No.
Let’s face the truth, they will always see disablity and forget about getting to know the person, learning, talking to you…
They will stop explaining things, once they failed.
They will touch you like a piece of wood and wonder about your stimming or your overload over and over again.
They will stop interacting with you.
They will make you live the curse of a loveless life,
until the day they might get special needs.

But wait…I am wrong! I don’t have a loveless life.
Ironically it’s Beth who gives me the feeling of true love and support. For some little moments in a long life time, I finally feel completely seen and taken and loved as and for the person I am.

She does not need to say “I love you.” She does.
And that’s what makes her a part of my life.
Parents, friends, partners…they passed me running in anxcious cry for help.
Now I grew up without them.
Now I let them run.

URGENT: STOP THE EPIDEMIC OF CAA! #stopcombatingme (blueprint by Ruuby May Blue)

Did you know about the COMBATING AUTISM ACT?
THOMAS INSEL founded a NIH funded Autism Center to investigate oxytocin and vasopressin as potential treatments for autism.
He sees autism as a disorder of social behavior.
NIMH became a leader in global mental health, working closely with the World Health Organization and the Global Alliance for Chronic Disease.

With the billions of amounts which are used there, in the so-called WAR ON AUTISM, of course also opponents of the union come to speak.
It is believed that there are shady dealings running, the money is not used as what it was intended.
And so, there is an image created in the general public, that there are already enough votes against this form of research, and for autism.
Far from it!
These dissenting votes only speak against the wastage of money in place of a possible timely and effective destruction of autism by vaccine development. They want to even drive the progress.
Are they under pressure from the public?
Is there really this wide mass, which calls for the eradication of disabled people?
Or are we delivered a delusion here?
A delusion of individual career climbers, mergers of the establishment?
And what role does the U.S. government play here once again?
Once again that many questions.
I guess, deep inside, we all know the answers.
Once again, autistic voices are turned off.
Once again, the billionaires do with human genetics what they think is right, without including the rest of humanity.
In search of their superhuman.
A perfect individual, which is no longer an individual by nature.
When in the future the children will ask their parents about their origin…
what will These parents answer? How will their questions be answered then about the difference of people?
They might not even get any kind of education regarding ‘otherness’.
I believe, that parents who want to change their childs genes don’t WANT otherness to exist.

Do you?
I do.
But as long as we use the services of these researches, they will continue to split the world in rulers and test objects.
So there will never be a natural and accepting togetherness with all people.

Here’s what you can do:
http://autisticadvocacy.org/2014/03/stopcombatingme/

AND FOLLOW #STOPCOMBATINGME ON TWITTER